Darn... lost too soon...

You think you have it all, the perfect life, the perfect friends, the perfect guy... then it's destroyed the minute you say lets just stay friends. Ha great decision on my part, NOT! I miss Cody a lot and yeah we may be friends still but trust me, I love him to death, and I don't want to let him go. Another thing, I just want to leave this hell hole of a place. I can't do anything right for myself and I'm still trying to figure out who I am, but not while I'm here. It's a crazy place... class A bitches and hoes everywhere dating the douches of the year and they down grade on us actual nice people. I mean come on at least show a little respect for people who don't fling their v*****'s everywhere, and the guys at my school I mean come on they have no respect for girls and they think they are the shit for being on the football team... we only won one game this year! So they most definetly play like shit haha! Oh and we were suppose to have an assembly for girls on how to be kind and it's like really, does the administration think that's gonna work, once someone is the way they are they won't change. I may sound like a bitch, but what am I suppose to do let people walk all over me? Not gonna fly with. And one girl had the audacity to say my best friend was a fat ass(which she isn't). Wow, you're cool honey! People are so mean somtimes and it truly bugs me, I mean can we be nice for once and not judge someone for once? :P