Confused and loved...

Have you ever woke up from that amazing feeling that you won third in state at a marching competition and you dreamt about the dream guy you saw there? Yeah, well I woke up feeling amazing. It's hard to believe that my dream guy was my ex and that my band went from being in 26 to 3 in 5 years. It's pretty "sick-nasty". Anyways, when I saw my ex I got butterflies and goosebumps just started prickling up all over my body. I ran to him and it felt so great to be in his arms again. I knew that there must have been something still between us because I have never felt so happy in my life. Not saying that I am in love, of course not, what is a 15 year old girl suppose to know about love right? Well I woke up feelin amazing, yet I had the butterflies back in my stomach and the little voice saying "call Cody call Cody". As much as I could that little voice didn't leave me... I cleaned my room, ate breakfast, went on facebook did anything that could distract me, yet I had to call him. The phone rang and my heart was pounding faster than a humming birds wings. He picked up and called me bear... our inside joke and the funniest word that he ever says to me. Damn, his feet must be tired because he's been runnin around my head all day! :D we talked for over 4 hours... trust me it feels great to not be having to march anymore and just being able to talk on the phone and do nothin. I probably sound like a middle school dramatic teen girl, but its true, I think I found my "prince charming" for now. :)